I want to do mission work. I know I am supposed to expand my territory. I have been waiting to be excepted, and I am getting older. I got to do what I am called to do, I pray that one day soon women will get the respect needed ny pastors in the church. It will not be the respect of a person. Pastors get used to it that when God calls He does not make any mistakes. Some pastors can believe God for somethings, and yet, they think God made a mistakes with some people. Why does so many pastors hold such unforgiveness in their hearts? Their wives are suffering because they don't even know who they are married to? It appears that some pastors have to always wear a mask. Thye are afraid to get in tune with their own feelings. they are so afraid about preception of others. At the end, a lot of members lives are messed up. The [astors have to walk around like they are perfect. They don't make mistakes. A lot of minister are sick with depression, because they want seek help.&nb